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Wednesday, June 17, 2009 the dreams about dying, is the best i ever had, not. i had a horrible dream about me trying to suicide.. where there's this new tech, instead of slashing your wrist to let the blood flow dry out of you, i injected smth where your whole body just goes numb and you just let yourself go numb too..wishing for death as for being sick and tired of this world.. and this takes quite a long time to effect.. and then blood starts flowing out of your eyes..ears.. nose..mouth.. and you look like a bloody mess.. and after which, i got so frightened of dying that i wish i had never. not just cause of that bloody effect, but of many things that i have never done.. thank goodness its just a dream. cause i did felt the numbness.. must be ive slept at one side for too long.. had jap sushi buffet today with friends from childhood.. of course.. my mum's friends and their kids.. so its like a big gathering.. and we are all grown up..